today was a challenge to my faiths; my faith in God's plan for me, faith in my relationship, and faith in myself.
i hear the words..'trust God'...'i love you'..'you can do it'....but they fall empty and ring hollow on the floor at my feet before they ever even reach me.
today i was cleaning out my closets and threw away almost everything that reminded me of the times in my life I'm not proud of, which was almost every journal, picture, card, note, stuffed animal, and post it from before January 1st.
the only self-inflicted advice i can give myself is to sleep on it, stay faithful, and to remember that every road must be different or we'd all end up in the same place.
still...it'd be so much easier if God was like ChaCha...
my prayer for tonight will be short and simple:
dear God,
text me.
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